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Section Four
Having patiently endured, he obtained the promise (Heb. 6:15)
Pagoda Anchorage was prepared by the Lord, but it was
often clear that God hath not promised skies always blue
(Hymns #720). One day, because of pressure from every side, she was fully
discouraged and had no hope, but the Lord stood with her and
empowered her. Because of this experience she wrote the following poem
(Hymns #662):
On toward the goal! Press on!
Alone, yet unafraid;
He cut the path, who beckons thee,
On then, and undismayed.
On toward the goal! Press on!
The eyes that are a flame
Are watching thee, what then are men?
What matter praise, or blame?
On toward the goal! Press on!
Look not behind thee now,
When just ahead lies His Well done,
And crowns await thy brow.
On toward the goal! Press on!
Blind, deaf and sometimes dumb
Along the blood-marked, uphill way,
Hard after Christ, press on!
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From the loneliness and hardship expressed in this poem, one
can see what one of her co-workers meant when he recalled:
From the prosperous mountain city, Hwei Chen, she moved to unfamiliar Pagoda Anchorage,
where she led a lonely, quiet life. No one had the same
mind as she had. No one sympathized with her. She had
no financial support; she simply trusted the Lord to
meet all her needs. At that time the western
missionaries who lived in Foochow heard the rumors, Miss
Barber is staying in Pagoda Anchorage. She has a
hard and poor life; often she does not have enough
food and clothing. A missionary sister went to visit her
to find out what was happening. When she arrived
at Pagoda Anchorage, Miss Barber was feeding bread and milk to a puppy. This sister said, The
rumors concerning you are lies. God is giving you such
amazing grace. Miss Barber listened and smiled,
saying, Thank the Lord! Praise the Lord!"
It was not the fact, however, that she never went through
financial hardships. Once she had bills to pay, but her pockets were empty.
At that time a modernist came to offer her some monetary help. Since
he had told her not to be superstitious about God, she refused his
help.
Even though she needed the money desperately, she was faithful
to trust the Lord, and the Lord took care of her needs.
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Even though she needed the money desperately, she was faithful
to trust the Lord, and the Lord took care of her needs. The next day,
she received a large sum of money from Brother D.M. Panton in
Norwich, England. She wrote a letter asking why he had mailed her
the money. He replied that, at the time of her need, he had not
been aware of her situation, but while he was praying, he had sensed
that he should mail her the money.
Miss Barber cared for spiritual principles. She wanted to live
like the Israelites who gathered manna in the wilderness every day or
like Elijah who stayed by the torrent Cherith (1 Kings 17:3) waiting
for God to command ravens to feed him with bread and meat. One
day two brothers came from overseas to visit Miss Barber and her
co-workers. These brothers were concerned about the co-workers living
and finances and suggested that the co-workers do some
business for the Lords sake such as mailing some Chinese green tea and
embroidery to them. They would sell the tea and make a profit for
the Lords work. Miss Barber, however, refused their suggestions.
She was faithful to keep her spiritual principles.
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